I HAVE MOVED MY BLOG TO THE NEW ADDRESS WHICH NATALIE DESIGNED SPECIALLY FOR ME :D

Baking at Nat's house was a success! :D We baked triple chocolate chip cookies and banana muffins.Yummy!!Then nat dear designed for me a new blog template on tumbler so I would be moving to a new blog address soon.Hahaha..and it is really super nice!!!Just waiting for her to finish doing up the final touches.Meanwhile I shall just use this blog. Then we played x box tgr. I always had loads of fun going over to natalie's house to play..coz we always do fun things tgr..like baking or playing wii/xbox.today we played lego batman and robin.quite fun but halo 3 was super boring...
nat's parents cooked nice dinner for us too!!today was a happy day!!

I finally know where the problem lies. He does treat me as a good friend. But the problem is he loves himself more than anyone else.

Now most of my colleagues know that I am quitting my job and my last day is next friday. Paper really can't wrap fire. Haiz. So clay got to know that I am leaving soon and he cried at the workplace. I was very shocked when he did because I did not expect that I would have the power to make him do so. But I still don't believe that he cried because he felt abandoned by me. Maybe partly but not mainly the cause. Well I have never ever felt that he treats me as a very good friend.
He does tell me his problems. He treats me quite well at times..but I still don't feel that he treats me as a good friend. When i am down, he was never there to cheer me up. I could not find consolation in him. I don't really feel that he is very concern about my things. Am I expecting too much from him? Is he really a good friend?

13 more days to saying goodbye. I am having mixed feelings because I know I will definitely miss my colleagues. But sometimes no matter how you like somethings you just have to let go.
Haiz.
I am looking forward to my next chapter in life though :)

It doesn't matter anymore because I am leaving in 15 days time.

Ok officially 17 more days..I am always floating around in lab these days..trying to find things to do. That is a very tough job actually cause there's practically nothing to do.I should treasure my remaining days in the lab.

Time really flies and it's 20 more days before I fly off. And I wun be back for quite some time. I am still lazy..trying to plan my itinerary and packing my lugguages but my effort is futile.Haiz I should really stop lazing around and get some work done. It's only 20 days left!

I have always told myself not to regret any decisions that I ever made. So far in life, I haven't regretted any. I have always been counting down to my last day of work. Now that there are 22 more days left, I am having mixed feelings.I am happy that I can finally break free from my mundane routine work life and go travelling around the world. Yet I am sad that I have to live each day without seeing and talking to my dear colleagues at work whom I have fun with every single day. Not a day passed by without laughter with them around.
I don't know how and what to feel. I hope this time I would not regret my decision.

Have you ever been disappointed with a friend?I have never ever met a friend whom I don't know if he is a good friend or bad friend. Well he has been nice to me at times but other times he just act as if he doesn't care...or he does is teasing me and laughing at me...it's hard to guess what he is thinking about.
But goodbye dear friend..before long i will be leaving.and it's goodbye forever to you.