purple dreams

2010-04-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

I HAVE MOVED MY BLOG TO THE NEW ADDRESS WHICH NATALIE DESIGNED SPECIALLY FOR ME :D

2010-04-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

Baking at Nat's house was a success! :D We baked triple chocolate chip cookies and banana muffins.Yummy!!Then nat dear designed for me a new blog template on tumbler so I would be moving to a new blog address soon.Hahaha..and it is really super nice!!!Just waiting for her to finish doing up the final touches.Meanwhile I shall just use this blog. Then we played x box tgr. I always had loads of fun going over to natalie's house to play..coz we always do fun things tgr..like baking or playing wii/xbox.today we played lego batman and robin.quite fun but halo 3 was super boring...
nat's parents cooked nice dinner for us too!!today was a happy day!!

2010-04-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

I finally know where the problem lies. He does treat me as a good friend. But the problem is he loves himself more than anyone else.

2010-04-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

Now most of my colleagues know that I am quitting my job and my last day is next friday. Paper really can't wrap fire. Haiz. So clay got to know that I am leaving soon and he cried at the workplace. I was very shocked when he did because I did not expect that I would have the power to make him do so. But I still don't believe that he cried because he felt abandoned by me. Maybe partly but not mainly the cause. Well I have never ever felt that he treats me as a very good friend.
He does tell me his problems. He treats me quite well at times..but I still don't feel that he treats me as a good friend. When i am down, he was never there to cheer me up. I could not find consolation in him. I don't really feel that he is very concern about my things. Am I expecting too much from him? Is he really a good friend?

2010-04-16T20:49:00.000-07:00

13 more days to saying goodbye. I am having mixed feelings because I know I will definitely miss my colleagues. But sometimes no matter how you like somethings you just have to let go.
Haiz.
I am looking forward to my next chapter in life though :)

2010-04-14T21:59:00.000-07:00

It doesn't matter anymore because I am leaving in 15 days time.

2010-04-12T23:10:00.000-07:00

Ok officially 17 more days..I am always floating around in lab these days..trying to find things to do. That is a very tough job actually cause there's practically nothing to do.I should treasure my remaining days in the lab.

2010-04-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

Time really flies and it's 20 more days before I fly off. And I wun be back for quite some time. I am still lazy..trying to plan my itinerary and packing my lugguages but my effort is futile.Haiz I should really stop lazing around and get some work done. It's only 20 days left!

2010-04-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

I have always told myself not to regret any decisions that I ever made. So far in life, I haven't regretted any. I have always been counting down to my last day of work. Now that there are 22 more days left, I am having mixed feelings.I am happy that I can finally break free from my mundane routine work life and go travelling around the world. Yet I am sad that I have to live each day without seeing and talking to my dear colleagues at work whom I have fun with every single day. Not a day passed by without laughter with them around.
I don't know how and what to feel. I hope this time I would not regret my decision.

2010-04-01T18:48:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been disappointed with a friend?I have never ever met a friend whom I don't know if he is a good friend or bad friend. Well he has been nice to me at times but other times he just act as if he doesn't care...or he does is teasing me and laughing at me...it's hard to guess what he is thinking about.
But goodbye dear friend..before long i will be leaving.and it's goodbye forever to you.

2010-03-31T06:00:00.000-07:00

Now that I have stepped into the working world, I really do miss schooling days. At least I was happier then. Although I got to know many good friends from work, I really cannot wait to get out of my job now because it's just so mundane and there's really nothing much to do nowadays.
I hope 30th April would hurry come now. Haiz~

2010-03-23T05:09:00.000-07:00

Work is damn boring nowadays.I literally start finding things to do once I reach the workplace.Haiz..most of the time we just end up talking to each other...I really can't wait to get out.Sometimes being too free is really a dread. I rather have things to do. At least time would seem to pass faster. On a lighter note, I went with becca to B & J free cone day today :)

2010-03-19T09:56:00.001-07:00

Officially 43 more days. I really cannot wait.Haiz.

2010-03-17T22:06:00.000-07:00

I really hate it when a person whom I don't like calls my good friend honey and comments on my fren's facebook status. But I am not voicing my displeasure out cause it would be selfish to restrict my friend from befriending the person.I just have to swallow my displeasure.

I am really dreading work.Soon it's liberation day and I am flying off to Europe!

2010-03-09T17:45:00.000-08:00

I am counting down to 30th April. Why does it seem so long away???

2010-02-22T17:31:00.000-08:00

I have decided to quit my job. It was after long and serious consideration. And this time I am determined to. I will probably clear my driving after i quit, go on holiday to refresh myself and then be back to look for a new job. I know the fresh grads are entering the workforce soon.And since it is the dragon year, i reckon it is harder to find a job. But after I quit this job, I will be able to go to church for sure on sundays. Haha...I can take my baptism class too. It is time to draw closer to God :)

2010-02-15T11:05:00.000-08:00

I concluded that the only thing I like about chinese new year is that I get to meet up with all my cousins and relatives. Find out about how each other is getting on, bonding through playing cards, etc. I had a great time yesterday going round visiting houses after houses. We went to the house of my grandma's 2 younger brothers. I remember I used to follow my grandma to visit them whenever I am free. Now that my grandma is no longer around, it's good to kn0w that her 2 brothers are doing well too.
Many things could change in this world but some things can't. That is kinship. I am glad that the relationship between us cousins and relatives are still so good even though our common link is no longer around. And all of us are doing so well :) We should have more of this kind of gathering. I love big families :)

2010-02-13T21:53:00.000-08:00

Back from reunion dinner. It wasn't that bad after all cause my grandma did not scold me. She was rather cold towards me though but I am still thankful she din scold me. Saw my cousin and I could not even recognise him!!! Guess it must have been about 7 years I din get to see him cause we always go to our grandma house at different times besides the fact that I only go over to my grandma house during new year eve and the first day each year.
In a few more hours time, it would be the tiger year, which is my year..hahahaha..Happy chinese new year everyone!

2010-02-13T16:42:00.000-08:00

It's always time like this where I miss my grandma even more.Chinese New year has always been a great occasion for us. She is like my other mummy. I would yearn to eat reunion dinner with her every year but it was always impossible cause I have to go to my paternal side for dinner :( I am dreading tonight's reunion dinner again as usual. Think most likely I will get scolded cause the last time I went over to my grandma house was last year new year.And the most recent time where she was warded into hospital I din go visit.But I really had no time cause it was near my birthday and i was busy with celebrations. Ok that's pretty much an excuse I must admit cause I could have postponed some to find time to visit her but I just dun want to.But you must also understand that I am totally not close to her at all. Cause of how badly she treats me, I can't bring myself to be nicer to her.And when I say bad, it's really that bad that makes me want to have nothing to do with her. There's totally no bond.

Watched Valentine's day with twin just now. The show had a few twist and turns here and there. The most shocking thing was when a guy announced that he's gay-he's a public figure. I totally gasped. Haha...quite a nice movie to catch :)

2010-02-11T23:08:00.000-08:00

Met up with Nat dear and Rou Yi. We went to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief before heading to One Caramel for afternoon tea. The tea and cakes were nice!!We chit chatted over delicious cakes and studied a little of Korean. We are planning to go over to Korea next year to further our Korean language at Kyung Hee university. Hopefully our plan would succeed :)Nice tea time at One Caramel today. Would definitely make a trip back soon :D
Nat dear gave us flowers for v day :)

2010-02-10T23:08:00.000-08:00

Town was damn crowded today. Met up with Hui Xian to have dinner and did manicure at Far East. Every single nail parlour was packed to the max and we had to wait for half an hour. Some even turned us down because they are fully booked. Besides there's this chinese new year surcharge. Clara came to find us later on and we went for supper at cine before heading home.
And I am getting a new phone!! Probably Lollipop:) My no 17th phone. Oh well, I change my hp like how some girls change their boyfriend. I think I get sick of things easily and I am fickle minded. Probably should work on that and change that bad characteristic of mine.

2010-02-08T23:01:00.000-08:00

"Reunion dinner" with colleagues at Canton-i ion was pretty enjoyable. I had fun chit chatting with them over dinner. We were all laughing so much.Before that I was chilling out with Jamie at starbucks, talking about working life. She was telling me how she could imagine herself working as a medical technologist for the rest of her life. I don't understand how she could imagine but I guess I never will.

2010-02-07T20:08:00.000-08:00

The Tea loft-Ion

Went out with clara yesterday. Town was extremely crowded, packed like sardines everywhere.Seems like the recession died down long long ago. Watched "The Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus" staring my all time favourite actor Johnny Depp. The movie requires some deep thinking in order to fully understand what's going on but I just love watching movies that make me ponder.I wonder if I were to choose between my secret desires and life, which one would I choose.After the movie, we went to The Tea Loft for supper at Ion. The nice decorations make me feel as if I were in some attas England tea house.
Today was staying home day. Finally no more appointments. I quite enjoy me time once in a while. Watched television and slept the whole day. Lazy Sunday spent slacking at home:)I reckon that if I were to be more homely, I could save a lot of money. I should really try to go out less often. Besides there's this commotion about the stabbing incident in Yishun. And the most recent one took place just across the road opposite my house!Felt so jittery walking home alone at night that day.
Dreading work tomorrow:(